uhhhhhh, OMG.

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have changed my blog, will inform you guys of the address when i finally write in it. im changing more for safety reasons...as i will give later on. i wont be deleting this, though you wont be able to see archives, because i think deleting your blog is like deleting memories. maybe ill open it up again, 2 or 3 years later. after all, my previous blog is still around! :) <3

AM BACK FROM TAIWAN, AND I SUDDENLY FEEL VEH ANGRY. I D K WHY, AM JUST ANG RRRRYYYYYY.


BITCHYEZZZ.


FRICKED UP OK!

WHAT AM I LOOKING FOR.

i feel so apprehensive now i dont know what matters anymore

its a fucking bad feeling

i feel like i could go on like this all day


ohhh bloody hell.

i wonder whats important now.

i wanna hold your hand-and-and

a picture my sister took in london. they were changing guard/gaurd.

i put my computer on standby, then i switched it on again just to type this

i think im getting pretty desperate! 8D
ive been using the computer since uh i came home, its 10 o clock now. history exam tmr and well, lets see.... ive been using the computer all day. WHYYYYY

am totally losing it! aiodsjhghanbn

but tomorrow will be a good day of course!

i'm more worried for the last two exams. but. it will be a good day again. the proper attitude when facing exams, is to just face it, theres no need to cower, or be scared..... i know, RIGHT?

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been eating like a pig recently. today min(dy) brought cuppycakes to school. so i ate two. they are probably 700 calories each or something. then my mummy randomly decided to buy daily scoop ice cream. a whole pint. so... had ice cream. and lunch. and carrots. and a banana. and soya bean. and vinegar pigs trotters for dinner. and a pao with lots of fat. and a fake kinder bueno wafer thing. omg.

700+700+lunch(400?)+banana(100)

i always wanted to know. which has more calories? banana or apple?

+100+dinner(400?)+200+100

2700?

oh no.......

i liked carrots though. i havent eaten carrots and raisins since...... term 3.

outside my kitchen, they are painting the house. everytime i see the rope outside, i feel like cutting it or something. snapping the cable.


am becoming incoherent idsosnbahhadf


raddle darrle! zzzzzzzzz


i feel like this now.

puff the majick dragon

Cattell's 16 Factor Test Results Warmth ||||||||| 26% Intellect ||||||||||||||| 50% Emotional Stability |||||||||||| 38% Aggressiveness ||||||||||||||||||||| 70% Liveliness |||||||||||||||||| 54% Dutifulness |||||||||||| 34% Social Assertiveness ||||||||||||||||||||| 62% Sensitivity ||||||||||||||||||||| 66% Paranoia ||||||||||||||||||||| 66% Abstractness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74% Introversion ||||||||||||||||||||| 62% Anxiety ||||||||||||||||||||| 70% Openmindedness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78% Independence ||||||||||||||| 50% Perfectionism ||||||||||||||| 42% Tension ||||||||||||||| 46%

Take Cattell 16 Factor Test (similar to 16pf)
Personality tests by similarminds.com

Factor	low score	high score
Warmth	cold, selfish	supportive, comforting
Intellect	instinctive, unstable	cerebral, analytical
Emotional Stability	irritable, moody	level headed, calm
Aggressiveness	modest, docile	controlling, tough
Liveliness	somber, restrained	wild, fun loving
Dutifulness	untraditional, rebellious	conforming, traditional
Social Assertiveness	shy, withdrawn	uninhibited, bold
Sensitivity	coarse, tough	touchy, soft
Paranoia	trusting, easy going	wary, suspicious
Abstractness	practical, regular	strange, imaginative
Introversion	open, friendly	private, quiet
Anxiety	confident, self assured	fearful, self-doubting
Openmindedness	closeminded, set-in-ways	curious, exploratory
Independence	outgoing, social	loner, craves solitude
Perfectionism	disorganized, messy	orderly, thorough
Tension	relaxed, cool	stressed, unsatisfied

hihi sydney if you ever see this, i got it off your blog! :D
anyway, i think the results are pretty accurate, very telling x) and quite funny. haha. like sydney, i'm aggresive or something 0_0 demanding, maybe.

anyway, been really busy recently ive been meaning to blog about a million and one things, but never really got down to it, i dont have time now either, i just thought i would share the results/test with you, i find personality tests always quite intriguing, like how me and wanhui have the same personality type and how chloe is so different and mandi etc etc etc.so yeah. if i ever get down to blogging about what i meant to, which was (last week) church, my dreams, clovee, and what now, well then you'll see it. tmr is psl orientation which i am quite looking forward to, i really wonder whats in store. we'll see. and most of all, the most most mostest important announcement,

EDLYN IS COMING BACK TO SINGAPORE, MOST CONFIRMED-LY, FROM THE 22ND TO 25TH OF JANUARY,
CLOVEE MIGHT BE COMING BACK IN DECEMBER TOO RIGHT!:D:DD::D:D

am so so so so SO psyched right now. :D

thats all, i wish i have moolah.

i found out that the whole sarah silverwtv making britney sad thing was fake, so its britneys own fault, so eew britney :( oh well....

got my xray done today it was actually really cool!!! hehe and really short i stood there for like half a minute and it was done. -_- i didnt even get to lie on those things that you always see in the movies :( i just stood up. what happened was the lady asked me to put on this robe (its like this blue tunic. with a hole at the back really) and then i went into this room with the bed thing you see in the movies. so i thought i had to lie on it and was vvvvv excited. but in the end the lady just asked me to stand facing the wall with my arms out in an awkward position and resting my chin on some rest thing, and then she told me to breathe in and stop breathing! then she bolted out of the room and i heard this sound then suddenly her voice was like magnified and she told me it was done -_-

so boring right! well i hope nothing is really wrong with me ...

well changed class seats now i'm sitting right in front of the teacher. and the thing is i had no choice. at first i was so worked up and reacted really badly+exasperated because i had no choice+seriously pissed that i started tearing. well because i was so angry. but it was ok after that lah........ i hate the way i uhhhhh cant control my reactions especially when i'm upset zzzzzz. but its ok its just that i cant copy anymore, or sleep, or anything, or do practically anything which is goddamn annoying.

my marc jacobs stuff arrived a few days ago, i was really excited but it WASNT as great as i expected :( quite unhappy with it actually. i think i will sell the bag i bought zzzz. not really worth the money hmmm. well i reckon i'll be able to sell it for quite alot so hopefully i'll profit. the jbmj bag was pretty nice though! wanhui looks good carrying it :D

i got the secret piano score which is awesome SO I'M GONNA LEARN IT AND BECOME REALLY AWESOME. yeah right, it isnt even really that hard. oh yeah SHOUT OUT TO CLOVE: CHLO HAVE YOU HEARD ABOUT THE JAY CHOU MOVIE IT IS AWESOMEZSSSSSS YOU MUST MUST MUST WATCH IT IT IS MIND BLOWING OK I CRIED LIKE SHIT DURING IT. AND IT HAS AWESOME MIND BLOWING PIANO. well i am most def gonna learn drums drums drums! :D

my sis got her new jacket today it is too big for her so shes like swimming in it but it fits me perfectly! :D and its damn warm as well so i'm gna wear it to school yay.


AND OMG LOOK WHAT I FOUND IT IS SO CUTE LA

its a water bottle designed by suju loooooooollllllll omg i am GETTING IT. I WILL BRING IT TO SCHOOL IT IS SO AWESOME RIGHT!!!????

AND THIS!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS BESTSHIT EVER!!!!

shirts designed by dbsk <33333333333

i am DEFINITELY getting one of this. or more. or everything. but its damn expensive its like 30$ :((((( but they are soooooooooo cute!!!!!!!!!! omggggggggg





DONT YOU THINK THEY ARE SO CUTE OMG I SWEAR I WANT TO GET EVERYTHING. HOW DO YOU DESIGN SOMEHTING SO CUTE!!????

i especially like the last one lol hahah. well if you look at the picture of dbsk, the person wearing the shirt is the one who designed it. xiahs and jaejoongs are so cute la lol. lips ...love???!?!?!?!?!?


GET ME ONE. :D


oh and if i have enough moneys, i want this too. so cute right!!!!! it was designed by suju lol hahhaha

I SWEAR LA KAWAII THINGS OVERLOAD. NEED....TO....BUY....EVERYTHIGNGRSOJZONBANGAAG